Weird feeling I have

I have been in a weird mood lately. I don't know if it's all the reading I have been doing or self reflection about who I am as a person. All I know is that I think it is time for me to change. I have always thought that once you get older and more mature that people will still listen to you, no matter what your personality is. I believe that younger me is now just wrong. The only way people will listen to you is if you act and look dignified and confident, rather than childish and naive. I think it will need to start out with a wardrobe change, because that is the easiest but most expensive way to become a more trusted person. Part two of my change will be to practice some new vocabulary words but not become to much of a prick wanting to use big words that eventually just confuses people. Only then will be complacent with who I am as a person.

On a different note, I'm thinking about writing a story. I have a growing love of astronomy and the vastness of space to realize that anything is possible on another universe. It's hard to even realize how small we are compared to everything. We are practically ants to Jupiter's eyes. Now that probably isn't accurate, but our home we call Earth is still smaller that billions of other planets that live in their own solar systems. I find it highly illogical to think that we are the only ones in this universe. There is way to much possibilites to be alone. For all I know, I could have a person/alien that is exactly like me thousands of astronomical units away. There could be an exact replica on Earth a couple thousand astronomical units away. Our universe is just that vast and it still boggles my mind.

Anyways about the story. It's still in the beginning stages of being thought out about the setting of which it will take place in. The vastness of space and possibilities of what could be there is my budding idea. As of right now, I don't have a name of my planet but it has the same characteristics of Earth but there are only two continents named Heros and Bonum. Each have their own capital city and advanced civilization. I can't wait to start plotting out the people and my main story because I have so many possibilities!